I found these waiting at my door tonight when I arrived at home after work. They are breathtaking.
I have a date on Sunday. These were a precursor. I'm taking the first step by risking again.
But this time is different. I am grounded. I am not trying to forget or replace anyone. I am not desperate. And I am not in psycho diet mode to try to fit some mold in my mind. I'm just me, scars and stretch marks and sensitive places and extra pounds and all. Love it or leave. I'm okay the way I am, and I am worth it.
Here we go... I hope that someone amazing is waiting.
I have hope.